Tuesday nyt siya nagtxt skin... tpos the whole day of wednesday, nagtxt din sya... then nung thursday ni isang txt wala...tapos kninang umaga ngtxt ulit sya... saying...its painful to know that the person you loved most doesn't love you at all, she just cares...
Hindi q alam kng magagalit b aq, maiinis, malulungkot, o higit sa lahat magi-guilty...
Gusto q lng nmang maging honest s knya...
Hope he can forgive me...
Am I too harsh on him???...
Last nyt... may nangyari... naguluhan tlga aq... hindi q alam kung ano ba ang dapat qng icpin, ang dpat qng gawin...
nasaktan aq kaya q gnawa un... sya namn kc ang may kasalanan...
pero... may nara2mdaman p rin aq sa kanya...kaya lng mahirap ng magtiwalang muli... ayoko n rin kcng maramdaman ung naramdaman q dati...
kainis tlga!!! khit ganun... kahit n minsan aq rin ung may kasalanan... siya p rin ung lumalapit at humihingi ng tawad... khit n minsan gusto q lng gumanti sa knya, ang taning naririnig q sa kanya ay mahal pa rin kita... khit anong gawin mo... hindi n magbabago un......
[sigh]...
shit tlga!!!
ang hirap mainvolve sa mga ganitong sitwasyon...
halu-halo n ang nararamdaman q....
Haha!!! tamad q tlga!!!...sa 22o lng nakakalimutan ko kcna may tabulas nga pala aq...ndi aq makapagsulat kasi naka2tamad...writing is not my thing...haaayyy..la lang...la aq magawa...[sigh]...basta sarap tlga ng may kaibigan...
ewan ko ba......pero ndi tlga aq masaya...i mean masaya pero ndi tlga...i actually dnt know wat 2 think about d things i learned these past few days...or the things i've done...i really dnt know if i've helped those persons who are dear to me...or i just made it worst for them...i mean really worst...Eventhough there's a big relief in me...there is still this feeling that u just wanna turn back time for wat u've done...nagi-guilty aq...pero tama bang ma-guilty aq???...ndi q rin alam ang sagot...i just wanna help...and i dont know if i really did help...or did i just make it worse???...
haaaaaayyyyyyy!!!...
ahahahaha.......i really cant believe my powers...well basta...ang daming revelations these past few weeks......anyweiz, i will not let any of those who trusted me down....i am actually honored......hmmmmm.....btw, ang saya saya ng 2nd sem n 2.......bsta ndi q maexplain.......bsta......puro n lng bsta......BASTA!!!...